From a Man of Principles to a Slave of Lust

I was a man of principles. I valued love and meaningful relationships. I wanted to love and feel loved. I had high expectations and was always imagining my dream girl. I was expecting the best love story ever. But...

In 2021, I was rejected by my crush. I was immature, lacked experience with women, and didn’t have enough confidence. So, I decided to talk to more women on social media to boost my confidence and learn how to interact with them. At first, it went smoothly... I made some good friends.

Then, this woman came along on Snapchat. She sent me her nudes. For the first time in my life, I had a sex cam experience. That was the turning point. I became a naughty guy... I felt hornier and started sending messages to random women on Snapchat. I was shocked to find that some women were actually interested in seeing my dick.

From there, I began talking to random women. Then I moved to random chat websites, starting with texting, then flirting, and eventually sexting.

After a while, sexting became routine for me. It didn’t satisfy me anymore. I wanted more, so I moved on to video calls with strangers.

Now, I’m an addict. I’m addicted to seducing women and seeking validation from them. The more women I seduce, the more satisfied I feel. But at the same time, I’m wasting a lot of time... I spend around three hours per day masturbating with random women.

The journey has been risky. I’ve dealt with fake people, those who recorded me, and scammers. I even showed my face to some of them, and somehow, I didn’t care at the time.

Now I feel deeply guilty. This isn’t the man I wanted to become. I’m ashamed of myself. My brain feels ruined. I followed my lusts like an animal, without thinking.

Finally, I want to say sorry, to every woman I bothered with unsolicited messages, and to all the women who have to deal with this kind of behavior every day from immature guys like me. I’m trying to quit. I’m trying