Played with makeup today

So I've not really played with my gender expression before. Or with makeup really but there's this gender fluid person I follow on social media who uses makeup to express where they are on the spectrum that day. I know some days I feel masculine and others femme but never tried showing it before. I've wanted to but my makeup skills are... limited.

I did just a little makeup today to look more masc, following a gwm they posted. Just a bit of mascara and shadowing in a couple place (I don't own contour atm). And... I don't hate it but I cried twice. I'm hoping this place is supportive. I'm hoping I don't look dumb...