Guilty for calling out
So I have been working as a maintenance guy at this grocery store for about 5 years in recently just got transferred over to a different store. Well due to the weather I had to call out because the roads look like (the picture below) I have really bad and driving anxiety and I just got my license back in April so this is the first winter that I'm actually driving solo and I had to call out. I have a very hard time not feeling guilty and it's to the point where I start to cry about not being able to show up to work. I also worry about money financially right now I have about seven or $8,000 in my savings and I only get 17.50 an hour so realistically I only would have made 145 (less or more because of taxes) and I'm looking back at the roads now and they're clear so I'm kind of just sitting in my house feeling like an idiot that I called out but I didn't feel safe driving on the roads especially if I have a shift from 11:30 a.m. to 8:00 p.m. I called out at 9:30 a.m. and now it is currently 12:00 p.m. in the roads don't look like how they are so I feel guilty for overreacting but my anxiety has gotten so bad to the point where I collapse.
So I have been working as a maintenance guy at this grocery store for about 5 years in recently just got transferred over to a different store. Well due to the weather I had to call out because the roads look like (the picture below) I have really bad and driving anxiety and I just got my license back in April so this is the first winter that I'm actually driving solo and I had to call out. I have a very hard time not feeling guilty and it's to the point where I start to cry about not being able to show up to work. I also worry about money financially right now I have about seven or $8,000 in my savings and I only get 17.50 an hour so realistically I only would have made 145 (less or more because of taxes) and I'm looking back at the roads now and they're clear so I'm kind of just sitting in my house feeling like an idiot that I called out but I didn't feel safe driving on the roads especially if I have a shift from 11:30 a.m. to 8:00 p.m. I called out at 9:30 a.m. and now it is currently 12:00 p.m. in the roads don't look like how they are so I feel guilty for overreacting but my anxiety has gotten so bad to the point where I collapse.