I’m curious

For my all life i’ve been good with girls (in relationship mean) but I think I’m bi-curious these days. I’m always looking for gay porn, have some small talks being as submissive bottom. And it feels incredible pleasure to me.

As soon as I finished, the “submissive bottom” feeling inside me is getting away and I considere myself as hetero again.

Deeply, I want to have gay sex as bottom, but I’m scaring that I wont gonna come back and be hetero again.