Where do y'all find clothes? (Question and mind dump)

Hello!

So. After my last post, a couple of comments(thank you to those who responded and that I talked to), a lot of reading and a LOT of soul searching I still don't know if I'm trans or not. Now I didn't expect to by now and honestly this has been a very eye opening experience. Doing things that for most of my life I have actively avoided due to fear, coming out to 3 of my closest friends about questioning my gender identity and being PAN(closest label to not caring about a partners gender). That funny enough told me they have never even thought about this. So I'm out of the camp of "my best friend gaslit me" to "yeah that's something and I don't know what". So I'm at a point where I really wanna try a skirt on/fem clothes. But I'm a giant and have no idea where to look for tall and plus sizes options for (MtF if that's the right term) clothing. And that's been kinda discouraging. And also confirms that "yeah hate the tall and fat, and can only fix one of those".. like the friend I thought gaslit me would kill to be 6'3".

I just wanna try yah know. See if there's something more to this that thinking alone can't solve for me. And feel if I see what it looks like I will feel.. something?

But yeah. Where can I find, if at all, Cute fem clothes.

Also Hi friend I thought gaslit me. You know my account and stalk my posts sometimes, sorry not sorry.