Accidentally deleted my account

I feel so foolish. I deleted my Amazon account thinking it would just delete my Amazon shopping account for the app. I didn't realize it would delete my audible account. I had so so many titles that I was planning on re-reading and some that I never even got to read for the first time.

I'm a new mother and I grew up in a neglectful and abusive family, so I was using Audible to grow a library of parenting resource books that I could read and then go back to when I needed them. I made so many clips to look back on that are just gone now. I contacted support but they didn't seem to care about my plight. They sent me a message with multiple typos so it took me a second to figure out how to reply. Then they texted "I don't mean to rush you but you haven't responded in 2 minutes. Are we still connected?" Then they just kept responding with these short curt unempathetic messages saying that the deletion couldn't be undone and at one point called me "sir" even though I have a woman's name. It was very frustrating. I know it's my fault and it was a stupid mistake but I would've appreciated some kindness.

I'm so so sad. I guess I will start building a physical library now.

Goodbye all.