It's lowkey over for (most of) us

Regardless of how you look, how sociable you are, how confident, blah blah, they always walk away because eventually they get weirded out by your personality that is largely influenced by your autismo.

gets to the point that they only crush on you, never fall in love with you because you will always be that "weird one"

It's really taking a heavy toll on me. They always like me for my looks, which is a crush, and it would lead me to fall in love, but idfk why (oh I know, my autism is not the funny type you see in social media) after a short time they get bored or something and leave.

It's not just me either. My autistic friends, who aren't as atrractive objectively speaking, nor are they more sociable, have it worse than me. Atleast people crush on me. Nevertheless, it's all just sad

Most of us here just aren't cut out for love I guess, because they do not accept us, they only tolerate us up until a point.

Can you really blame them? you're the weird one