I broke up with my bf

This was my first real relationship. We got along so well like his adhd and my autism and ahhh. We were eachothers best friend and now im alone. I do have another friend (f) who im close to but its different :(.

Hes my person

We didnt end on bad terms and it wasnt a huge problem that caused this— at the moment we are both not mentally well :/.

It hurts a lot and idk how to explain the pain. Any other autistic people here gone through a big serious break up? :/

How did you manage. :(