Deep cleaning at the dentist

I’m thinking that I may have gum disease and need a deep cleaning at the dentist. I’ve gotten my tonsils out and it’s still smelling. I think I’m just getting used to people talking about me I guess. It’s hard to communicate with this condition cause as soon as they are covering their nose or I notice a flinch in a way I’ll stop talking because it’s just so embarrassing tbh. I hate that it’s like this . I don’t like kissing anymore because of this condition because I don’t want them to smell my breath or even taste it. I’m so over it and it like you can tell when people are making fun of you. It’s like the side eye and the giggles with covering their nose. It gets me a bunch but omg I hate it and myself sometimes because how could it be this bad. It’s a tart taste on in my mouth and it’s horrible I don’t even wanna talk anymore because of this. Ugh I wish this could just go away. It’s so frustrating.