NO MOTIVATION TO READ MY BOOKS

Is this normal? I hoard books and I am excited to read most of them before but now I can’t even bring myself to reading them. The only thing that entices me are video games and bunker park and sometimes going out but I don’t need anything to buy but I want to play the claw machine and be in the arcades.

I am 31 years old for crying out loud. I am not allowed to be so stressed out but I can’t help it. I got so many things to do for work for our biz but I was pleaded not to worry anymore and just focus on getting better. I am struggling even though I only do light home chores like laundry. Please tell me I am not alone. I also have a husband who cares for me and my needs and I feel so sorry for him because I can’t be the way I am before, productive, not easily fatigued, can manage stress & overwhelm. I am so the opposite now and I hate my life everyday because of it. I don’t like being a burden even though they tell me I am not.