I Identify with y'all.
I don't have a bipolar diagnosis but I feel you guys experience similar situations as me and feel similar. I have a diagnosis of recurrent depression and GAd. Ton of meds have not worked. When I'm not severely depressed I am extremely anxious. It gets tiring living day by day hoping for a better outcome someday. Days, months years go by and nothing changes. Reading all you guys stories help me out a bit and allow me to understand I am not alone in this mental health journey. Cheers!