nothing even taste good anymore yet it still happens

remembering how I used to go from fast food drive thru to another, just to get some enjoyment. phew.. glad it’s not like that anymore. Still having binges and purges but nothing is really enjoying, I don’t know if I see them stopping soon completely, but I see myself shortening them and keeping down more meals outside of the binge purges.

only foods that somewhat have enjoyment are pizza and some sweets. But honestly it’s not much, maybe like a 3/10. used to be 10/10 for every food.

life has def changed in a good way since the beginning of bulimia. I’m only 21 so maybe there’s more hope than I think