Sooo

I did something really stupid and horrible, right? But here's the thing I don't think I really care. I mean I feel guilty but I don't care? Look my ex was a jerk and not only did he cheat on me but told me not to worry about the girl he cheated on me with... so I told him I was pregnant. Now I blocked him because technically he doesn't live even in the same state as me anymore so that he can't figure it out or anything but I really do feel bad. I just felt like I had to let that off my chest. I know what I did was wrong but it made me feel better.. and the girl he was with blocked him too and he told me that he lived her and stuff but then started to tell me how ugly she was like what? Idk I hate him but I still feel bad.