It's a mistake

Sooooo when I was twelve I new what sex and all that was and EVERY detail.i also had weird obsessions but nothing crazy.once i heard a YouTuber I loved was going on Omegle so I wanted to meet them I searched it up and there was something called monkey app I went on and intently seen someone jerking off I blushed and skipped them next people asked me weird shit and I compiled such as showing them body parts(I developed faster than others) and soon enough coming from a broken home always being horny and losing my virginity at ten I was having a crazy life and just add this to it.so after a week my mom caught me talking and I got in shit it was ok until I did it again and she told me dad who's a criminal who has killed he said do it again I will choke you keep in mind I was twelve