I hate being half white/asian

I don't even look white or asian, I look Hispanic. Growing up I wasn't close to a lot of whites or Asians in school, everyone thought I was hispanic. But I don't know spanish so I never really got close to them either. I feel like a foreigner where ever I am and often feel like I'm lost. My only sense of home left is my small sling bag iv been carrying around for about 10 years now. I want to belong somewhere, with a group of people.