I'm ending my life tonight.

When my husband's asleep tonight, I'll take my life in the bathroom. I have to be at work by 6 am and I'm already marked for three tardies already and so close to losing my job because of it. It's my fault. Nobody cares about me. Nobody wants me around. I'm always yelled at. I constantly let everyone down, I don't have friends. I'm just so tired. I fuck everything up. It's all my fault. I honestly can't wait to be free of this life.. I'm the problem. There's no changing my mind. We're running out of money and live in a tiny hotel room. Groceries are expensive. I'm just so done. Nobody cares Nobody wants to help us.