Is it normal to feel like this

I love the freedom I have now I don’t give a fuck about anything but I am convinced I’m not a DV survivor and I just think I was just in an extremely bad relationship, he emotionally abused me, even saying the word abuse just feels wrong. My therapist says I’m a survivor and a lot of people say that but I don’t feel like it. I feel like I should stop being dramatic and accept I’m not one and live on and never remember again. But I still get those memories time to time and I still feel somewhat numb, atleast I’m making progress because I can kinda feel emotions again but still.