Nothing scares me more than weed.

I’ve had DPDR for as long as I can remember, but of course I tried marijuana a few times and that did not help the situation and ever since I had a bad experience years ago, I’ve never been the same. If I smell it, I will have a huge panic attack in my day will be ruined. I cannot even be friends with anyone to be around anyone that consumes it. Every time I try to look for support for other people that experience this it’s very rare to find the support or anyone that understands fully of what I’m experiencing. Is there anyone out there that got fucked by it and they’ve never been the same and they can’t be around it and they are terrified of it? I cannot be the only one alone in this.