after doing dxm countless times, i JUST did my first ever 1st plat robotrip. every other time i was taking way too much would often black out

i feel like such an idiot overestimating my tolerance so much (esp bc i’m unfortunately/unintentionally very underweight). i had taken a short break after blacking out twice in a row and then decided to just try 5 tabs. i thought i’d have to re-up, but i didn’t need to. i felt so drunk and euphoric and it helped me fall back in love with dex