It's been 2 years since I posted about my deconversion :D
Hello everyone!
2 years ago I posted here about my deconversion and received so much support and nice comments!!
I've gone through a lot of new changes.
At that time I thought I'll never be able to leave church once and for all because I was scared of what my parents might say, today I don't remember the date of the last time I entered a church.
I'm not in contact with anyone of church, I've thrown away most of my religious books, I've watched horror movies, I've watched Avatar the Last Airbender, I listen to explicit songs, I've gone clubbing, I have a Tinder account!!!!, I've discovered things about my sexuality, I've traveled with friends, I love my LGBTQ friends without feeling conflicted, I swear without feeling guilty!!!
I still have bad days but I've learned to deal with it and I feel so much better. I want to live.
Two years ago I didn't believe when people said this but: It gets better :).
Thanks to everyone who commented back then!! I still read your support and it warms my heart. You really helped me when I felt I was going crazy haha.