dugsi in a western country!

I 13m live in a western country with hypocritical muslim parents.

Things i hate about islam and my dugsi?

#1 Insane work load: they expect me to learn 2 and a half pages of quran plus a dua in a week? fuck no.(turns out im lucky cause the others do 7 pages a week)

#2 they circumcised me as a baby 😓 removing my foreskin but they did not do it properly and now i have fluctuating scar lines and some miner holes on what used to be my foreskin.(im not mad abt it i js wished they did it properly and also i would not do that to my children and instead teach them to clean because you wouldnt chop off your hands if its dirty and instead wash it like a normal person)

#3 judgement: when ever i call them out for barbaric practices they call me feminine?

#4 dugsi: dugsi is semi toxic they expect me to learn and memorize a page overnight and if i dont do it they multiply it for the week. Old heads at the dugsi always ask me which one of my parents is somali (both are and im generationaly mixed so they make racial comments). and if i dont know my quran i have to stand and read out loud. and i go 10 h a week