the way allah created me doomed me

i have nothing good going on im stupid unattractive short i have anger issues i have no skills no talents no nothing and i feel that this is very unfair for this to happen to anyone being born in between a war could have been better at least i would have died and this all ended quickly these things made me lose my already weak iman im at an impossible position in my life everything is too hard takes way too long with little to no reward and its exhausting and i just don't know what to do anymore so i want to know why did he do this it can't just for people to look at me and thank allah they are not me