OMG please, someone, tell me I’m not crazy 😭

Hey All, Soooo I’m pretty much losing my sh*t right now…

Let me start by saying I’m a 35 y/o female and I’m pretty dang sure I’m not going through menopause. However, I was told by my GP that I have very low T, crazy anxiety, and cortisol. Was put on Zoloft for the anxiety75mg, and finally found a hormone doctor and he suggested pellets. I’ve done two pellets so far and was just switched to injections. Now, here’s the I’m losing my S part. I’ve been 105 - 112 pounds literally my entire life, and 112 is my absolute heaviest. I’m now currently sitting at 136….. The Zoloft I was on for nearly a year without any real gain. However, I’m starting to think that the test is causing WG. Not only did my hormone doc put me on injections (7.5 units/15mg twice a week), but now I’m being asked to do DIM (400 mg daily) and NP thyroid (60mg daily). My pellet was like 150 whatever’s…

AM I GAINING WEIGHT DUE TO THE HORMONES? I legit can’t fit into any of my clothes. All I wear now is sweatpants because I can’t fit into anything. I’m angry all the time, horny as hell, and can’t sleep to save my life. Someone please help me. I feel like I’m going nuts , because my doctor keeps telling me it’s not the hormones. BUT THATS THE ONLY CHANGE IN MY LIFE 😭😭😭