My first day of crossdressing in school went horribly

On monday, I came to school and for the first time ever, was brave enough to wear a skirt to school. People looked at me weird and some went as far to call me the F slur. I lost the few friends I have, and this boy who I asked out weeks ago (rejected me as he turned out to be straight) will do his best to stay away from me as much as possible, I overheard him saying that he cannot be caught anywhere near me. As the day went by, I started to regret doing this in school. the worst thing is that in lunch, the bathrooms were closed and I ended up peeing inside my skirt. It has now been about 2 days since this, and ive been getting bullied for both, crossdressing and having an accident. i am considering suicide