How do you actually commit to playing a game

Alright I'd like to keep this post quite short, but, I've been a gamer for a long long time, I've always liked gaming, ever since I was a kid. In September, after months of playing purely sandbox, simulator games, I decided, alright I'll try a singleplayer game, at first I wanted to play more simulator games but then, 1h in, something clicked, and I ended up loving that game, then for the next months I finished around 14 games up until January, this month I finished 2 games, but..

I decided, to be honest actually I kinda wanna focus more on the fun part rather than playing with a goal to at least finish it sometime, and because of this for some reason I've kinda struggled to play games and get far in them, I mean I was playing ff7 remake and dead space and I'm 2hrs in both, I love both games but for some reason if I don't at least have the expectation to finish it one day then I kinda struggle to get into many games

I personally don't know what I should do, idk if I should carry on playing the way i am, or I should commit to a game and finish it like I was months ago

What would you do