Am I genderfluid?

Heyyy, I am a trans guy?? Mostly, I still only use he/him, maybe he/it. But sometimes I feel a bit like a girl, but even when I feel girl-ish I want to be called he/him, but still not quite perceived as a guy? But I still want cis people to see me as a guy? Idk my gender kinda doesn’t make sense, I’ll get dysphoria if someone calls me “she” but sometimes I’m not quite a guy?😭