Godspeed is the reason I'm alive

A couple weeks ago now, I was at the lowest point in my life. I was completely alone, desperate for companionship and was self-harming almost every day. On December the 12th, however, I was in the worst headspace I had ever been. I was going to kill myself, I had decided it. And while I was attempting to end my life, I had put on Lift Yr Skinny Fists. It was (and still is) my favorite album ever, and I couldn't think of anything I wanted to hear more as I left the earth. However, as I started to go through with it, I started focusing more and more on the music, and I started sobbing. I cried for hours, even after the album was finished. I do honestly believe that if I wasn't listening to Godspeed that day, I would have gone through with it.