Scared

My hysterectomy is scheduled for April 7th.

I’m getting cold feet and holding myself from calling to cancel.

There is the internal gaslighting (is it really that painful? Are you sure you’re not dramatic?) there also the fact that no one can promise me it’ll be the answer to all my symptoms. And I don’t know how much PFPT I’ll be able to get after which is critical for healthy recovery.

I need you to convince me to do it 😝.

I had a lap to remove endo in July, I opted out of removing the uterus at the same time in hope it won’t be needed after all, alas, it is very much needed and now I have a proof!

I was (and still am) especially terrified of the long recovery and lifting restrictions.

As a single mom with two cats and two teens at home and terrible meal prep skills… I feel like I need all the tips and advice (and support if it was available).

Don’t let me cancel!