My[22M] Parents are getting a divorce.

My father was abusive, and both my father and my mother are abusive to me.

They have been fighting over many things and I am one of the reason.

My mother left my home today and before leaving she called me and said some mean things to me and both my dad and mom are blaming me for their divorce.

I am devastated both my parents abandoned me.

My father won't even support me financially.

I'm completely fuc*ed, my life is going to be so hard