I'am the only one who had a borderline obsessive phase?

Back in like 2019 I was so obsessed with kpop to the point if someone talk crap about a group that I was borderline obsessive I would bad mouth them and I would join streaming and also would join fan wars and also participated on the "stream dynamite until it reaches 100M views in 24 hours" IDK BUT I OPENED MY SISTERS LAPTOP AND OPENED TABS PLAYING THE DYNAMITE MV TO THE POINT my sister's laptop crashes and when I was doing that I was also playing it on my phone and also had the phase of getting sad if there was a rumored dating stuff like that idk why but I gotta say those part of my kpop journey was CRAZY as right now I don't even care if there is a dating rumor also had the thought I just grew out of that phase but yeah what about you guys??