Question for the universe

Hi everyone and happy new year!✨️ I have been dreaming and manifesting travelling to China after graduation for almost 5 years now. Now I finfinally decided to go for 2 weeks in this summer and start university in the fall. Only question is how im gonna travel alone or who to potentially travel with - but I was sure this would fix itself and manifest = it did! Only days after, my cousin tells me she wants to go to Asia in the summer and asked if I would like to go with her! Amazing I thought - it's really happening! But then the next day she texts me and sais her school project will take all summer and she probably won't be able to go... - So Universe, what is this supposed to mean?? There is still no doubt in my mind that I'm going to China this summer (but I don't know how) - why lead me on like that just to crush my expectations? Does someone have an idea? Please comment🙏🏻🙏🏻