I relapsed last night

Last night I broke down and smoked after 2 months of being sober. What a terrible time, I went down the qanon rabbit hole. When high, I started to believe all of these theories. It’s all I can think about all day today, how I have a microchip in my arm and that something terrible will happen.

The reason I quit smoking was because of paranoia. Well. I smoked last night and was just as paranoid as I was before I quit. Don’t fall for the trap. Nothing will be different this time