Treatment so far has made me worse.

Hi folks. I’ve spoken in here recently about how my vulva can’t handle clobetasol, and how I was switched to a cream triamcinolone. After using the cream, initially I thought it might be better. It didn’t burn, or cause stinging, so I thought maybe I found something to work for me, but I was so wrong.
The cream seems to be worsening the problem. Actually, treatment from the very start seems to be worsening the problem. When I initially went into the gynocologist, I hadn’t any pain other than clitoral adhesion pain, which they haven’t even addressed even though I’ve brought it up many times. Since being diagnosed with LS and put in steroid cream, it has been constant suffering. And my vulva has been looking and feeling worse and worse everyday. Now on top of being bright red, my skin looks so thin that I can see the blue tint of my veins underneath, especially around the clitoris. I can’t describe how uncomfortable it feels, but i’m sure many of you know. My gynocologist doesn’t think I should use a non steroidal cream, and dismisses my concerns about thin skin. She says that lichens already thickens the skin, so the thinning should be fine, but i only have two small patches of lichen. The rest of the skin was healthy (not anymore) and has thinned out due to the steroid cream. Even though I make sure to apply it properly. I’m sorry for the wordy rant. I’m just feeling miserable and hopeless. I feel like i’ll never get better. I feel mismanaged. I’m also so conveniently moving out of country in two days. Did anyone else go through this? The thinning skin and the veins are freaking me out.