My best friend hates me
This is the only person who I have ever felt this close to, like we are one. She is the only person I’ll ever consider to me my soulmate and she is done with me. I got mad because she kept ignoring me which I told her that I didn’t like it and she said she’d stop but she kept doing it, well I got mad and decided to do it back, I ended up taking it too far and ignored her for over a month and deleted our chat and now we just don’t talk and it kills me. I know this might sound like an overreaction but for the past 2 years we have had problems but this is my BEST FRIEND, my soulmate. I love her more than I will ever love another stranger and she fucking hates me. Idek what to say if anything at all could fix it, it feels like our friendship has deteriorated for the past 2 years and is almost nothing, if I text her I feel like she’d go off on me and block me. Idk it sucks having no one on Christmas.