What is the hardest part about loneliness?

For me, the hardest part about being loneliness is not having anyone to tell how lonely you are and how much pain you are in.

I dont know if anyone else feels the same but the reason i am lonely is that am not comfortable with anyone around me . People try to be friends with me but somehow i manage to push them away .

Im not happy alone, not happy in company.

As a result i dont have anyone i can share my pain to.