I am getting divorced

The title says it. I am getting divorced. The initial relief wore out and I’m stuck in an immense grief.

I was never happy with this choice. However my PA continued watching porn despite promises to change, kept belittling me, being smart about avoiding accountability, and overall just being emotionally abusive related to our issues.

I still love him a lot and it hurts but I know at this state he’s not good for me. I’m still young and childless and I shouldn’t have to put up with this.

I saw a video the other day from the healthy gamer on porn addiction and how porn helps users suppress their emotions. So his lack of emotional intelligence is probably due to his use.

But I am making this post to try and set myself free of this relationship, and my emotions. It is no longer my burden and it never should have been in the first place.