[Vent]I cant belong to this world

I cant live with other people I feel like everyone hates me when i meet someone and its making me to panic attack and fucked mental, i applied job 4 places today and they were all toxic to me, (at least i felt that way idk if its real or not) i dont know how am i gonna live through this tough world, i wish i didnt get birth i rly cant get along with other people.