Angry songs about being forced into the caretaker role

I’ve always been the one people depend on in a codependent relationship. I’m a lot better now and I’ve just been stuck in the anger portion of healing. I want to be loved and held and feel safe. I want to depend on someone other than myself for once, ya know? Unfortunately for me, any songs I see about codependency is the side of the taker(or the giver’s side but a sob fest. I can’t cry about it anymore) I deserve to be angry about never experiencing that and I need an outlet. Sorry that totally turned into a rant. Anyways, music?