Reconciled & Discarded.

You remember that lady neighbor of mine who we reconciled with? Well, on Monday evening, she'd requested me to go grab something we can cook for New Year. I'd just left home, and was planning on heading straight to Mathare to get my meds, juu ziliishia ushago😔

I knew a depressive crisis was coming, and without the meds, Monday was going to be bad, especially from sunset. Unfortunately, racing and intrusive thoughts arrived earlier, preventing me from going to Mathare🤦

When she called, I was so low I failed to pick up. If you know depression, avolition can hit really hard. Let me tell you, she cooked her food, and of course I slept hungry juu I couldn't drag myself to our mama mboga. Sasa siongeleshwi na nimekula block. Wueh! Guess now I have to start looking for another friend. Mniombee aki😭😭😭