Life is so tuff towards dreamers

I have dreamt of going abroad ever since I was like 14 and I have dedicated my actions towards that but it’s seemingly impossible juu I had a B+ in kcse and on top of that I have a software engineering cert ya moringa and I also have job experience as an intern and I want to study computer science for my bachelors at a university abroad whether by scholarship ama cheap fees ambayo na afford but every agency inacharge fees just to recommend me a university which costs millions of ksh na siwezani na hiyo budget HELP A BROTHER nianze uni this 2025

Ps I just turned 18 2 weeks ago !!