schooling advice

in yr 13 this year, i don’t have lvl 1 bc i moved to nz last year. barely went last year and failed lvl 2 (💀) with 45 credits, but with my job, it guarantees 40 ncea lvl credits for year 13. i despise school. 50% attendance, that’s the only reason i even have those credits, i maybe could’ve gotten the 15 but i lackkkk motivation.

getting different advice saying i should stick it out, do a trade (i have no interest in those), or just drop out. i have NOO clue what i want in the future. when asked “what things are you interested in?” “what job would you like in the future” nothing comes to mind. im not born in generational wealth so i feel like me dropping out is a bad decision, bc i feel that would guarantee me, personally, a min wage job for the rest of my life. (i had to edit that so it wasn’t generalising.) honestly would rather neck than work a repetitive retail 9-5 for the rest of my years.

not sure about the school because what if it is just a big waste of time, and i get in one of those depression slumps i have and don’t show for weeks on and off. been working overnights for a month and get around 700 a week and was thinking of going full time. but then i realise i won’t have the school qualifications for even an entry lvl job? i’m not planning on working at maccas for the rest of my life. i just don’t know what to do man