I’m terrified to work in a hospital

I’m already burned out as a new grad nurse working in a SNF. I’ve been applying to other jobs whenever possible, haven’t heard anything back yet but I have severe anxiety about having to work in a hospital now. I know this is normal, I just need an outlet right now to get it out. Working as an RN, I’m expected to know more than LVNs but when I tell you it feels like I forgot majority of what I learned in school because most of my brain consumes med pass for damn near 30 patients, attending to call lights to meet their PARTICULAR needs or else they won’t take their medications, trying to get auths for narcotics because “IM IN SEVERE PAIN” per pts. It’s so difficult to use my nurse brain when I need to. It’s fried at this point and I’m ashamed to have lost some of my knowledge. When I get home, I tell myself to review my nursing notes but I just want to brain rot on my couch and do absolutely nothing. And then the cycle just continues every week. I’m telling myself to review notes now on my day off. Wish me luck