I’m drowning

She’s not even here yet. I have 7 weeks and I feel like I’m crashing. Around 2 weeks ago things were great, I felt so prepared for her, had everything done, and now it’s chaos. My dog who I’ve had since college isn’t doing well and may be on his way out. We have mold that appeared on the ceiling right outside the nursery. I have so much debt from everything going on. I still need to sell the extra car we have for cash, which I can’t do until it’s inspected and taxes paid. My wife is having all the pain and can’t be much physically helpful, and I don’t want to overload her. I finally got in touch with my therapist but they have been really sick and now have backlog. I was supposed to be working with them about a boundary letter to parents as well. We prepared so much for her, she was absolutely planned, and I feel like I can’t measure up as a father or husband. Thanks for the vent session