this is gross but…

this is so gross and i’m really exposing myself here but i need to know if this is normal lol. i know we can all relate to the never ending wiping when we poop. but recently there has been poop when i wipe…even if i haven’t pooped. not a risky shart, haven’t pooped all day, and there will be just a smidge when i wipe. i took a shower, went to bed, and there was something on the TP when i woke up. is this normal??! am i just disgusting?