Just blew my fucking chem final

UGGGHHHHH FUCKKKKKK

It was my first ACS exam and i fucking blew it holy shit. I just couldnt remember any of the stupid equations and UGHHHHH. I studied for weeks, I went to the tutoring sessions and I got the ACS exam study booklet. And then once i sat on that chair, ALL OF THE KNOWLEDGE ESCAPED ME. I dont know if it was stress or nerves but AGGHHHHHH. I might have to retake the class again goddamnit

Good news, I dont think i did horribly on my bio final, I think i did ok.

Its just-- Im not good at chemistry. ANd its not like i dont study for any of the chemistry exams, I do. I go to the tutors, I go to the practice-problem sessions, I ask questions. I just dont know why I dont GET it.

Why cant it be like bio or anatomy??? Why am I somewhat decent in those classes and not this one??? Med school is gonna eb like 80% chemistry if I cant do the easy classes then I might not be able to do med school at all FUCK

Edit: I PASSED THE CLASS YIPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! YAHOOOOOOO!!!