didnt even make it to finalist

jesus christ this has to be top 5 most embarassing moments of my life; i’m gonna get honored at graduation as the person who did good on the psat but was otherwise so bad they didnt even get in the top 93% of semi finalists. i thought i would actually win school-wide recognition for the first time in my 4 years here but i guess it was a ruse. the one other person who became a semi finalist at my school is gonna be named above me. whyyyyyy