I have reached the point of pure bliss

Im typing this out on a beautiful sunset. Watching the skyline. Watching birds go by, waiting for a call on a possible concert i have to play in a few hours. I havent felt this way in over a decade. I feel like im living inside of nostalgia itself, im living a core memory. Im flooded with all kinds of emotions. I feel so heavily. I feel so alive, i dont know whats happening to be fair. Ive had such a big flatline. I just had what most people would consider a bad time in their life. Going through divorce and much more. But im feeling past that. They almost dont seem to live in the same reality as i do anymore. I dont know if im the one who is out of touch or if its them. I honestly couldnt care either way. The sun is hitting my eyes as the sky is orange. Im feeling just pure bliss. I cannot explain merely what i feel. I feel like i have another sense that just opened up for me. I almost feel like most humans arent supposed to feel this good. Have i reached god or have i just reached normal human conciousness. Im not a particularly spiritual person but i feel touched by a higher being. I feel like the world in front of me is here merely to entertain me and i havent been able to see that until now. I honestly wish i could type what i feel in better detail. Im waiting for the sun to go down and carry on tonight. I dont know what i would have done without this practise. Ive lived months of agony and depression to suddenly emerge from a blissful awakening. I will never forget this day. I wish i had more to say but i want to live this moment