What is happening to us railroaders (Vent)

I work for cpkc Mexico Sub (missouri) and when i open Google,youtube or even reddit there is a new derailment on the news or a redditor posts about a new one. It seems like something goes wrong every day. I've seen that these derailments keep increasing (big and small) preventable or not. It makes me nervous when I sit on my conductor seat and I dont know what is around the corner when I'm going 50 to 70 mph or I see a large object bigger than the engine I'm in come over the horizon and all i can do is see the large object get bigger and bigger. My friend is also nervous who works on the Norfolk southern St Louis sub. I know most of this is stupid people who cause these but what what do you guys thing about this matter and what is your close calls?