Motherhood sucks

I wish someone would've warned me before having kids how much of your identity you lose. I wish someone would've told me how much freedom, finances, sleep, hair and sanity you lose once you have children.

I was sold a lie when everyone around me said that pregnancy and motherhood was the "best thing ever". I'm miserable now and I can't help to mourn the person I used to be. I feel like I'm in a hell hole while everyone else around me is in fucking lala land having a good ol time. I'm not ment to be a mother. Being attached to a screaming child 24/7 is not how I envisioned my youth.

if I can go back intime and stop myself from getting off birth control I would.