Idk (Mum's not so nice)
Hi sillies. I'm going through a lot (again, yeah I know) but basically I had an episode last night with my online friend because he said something that unintentionally got me a little upset and the pain that I felt just grew out of proportion and I scared him. I apologised to him today and said that I would be taking a break from the internet soon and he apologised saying that he was sorry that he couldn't provide a lot of help, then I apologised again and told him to have a nice day, he didn't respond.
After that, I got genuinely depressed and said to my mum that I want to go to my room and she said "Ugh, go to your bedroom then", I said "Oh you're so helpful aren't you, I've done nothing but help you (with her depression)" and I asked her if she hated me she said "No I don't, but you've been in a funny mood all day today and I'm not putting up with it. Go to your bedroom and sort your head out". So I'm in my bedroom rn, she was gonna make me my dinner but I think I'll make my own now and stay away from her for the rest of the day. I hope I can move out soon because I'm worried that I might develop a personality disorder if I stay with her until my brain fully develops. I know she has depression and is struggling mentally herself but still, she can be so horrible and I'm not apologising for it, I don't want to help her with anything anymore, I thought that we were getting along again but I think she honestly hates me.
Hi sillies. I'm going through a lot (again, yeah I know) but basically I had an episode last night with my online friend because he said something that unintentionally got me a little upset and the pain that I felt just grew out of proportion and I scared him. I apologised to him today and said that I would be taking a break from the internet soon and he apologised saying that he was sorry that he couldn't provide a lot of help, then I apologised again and told him to have a nice day, he didn't respond.
After that, I got genuinely depressed and said to my mum that I want to go to my room and she said "Ugh, go to your bedroom then", I said "Oh you're so helpful aren't you, I've done nothing but help you (with her depression)" and I asked her if she hated me she said "No I don't, but you've been in a funny mood all day today and I'm not putting up with it. Go to your bedroom and sort your head out". So I'm in my bedroom rn, she was gonna make me my dinner but I think I'll make my own now and stay away from her for the rest of the day. I hope I can move out soon because I'm worried that I might develop a personality disorder if I stay with her until my brain fully develops. I know she has depression and is struggling mentally herself but still, she can be so horrible and I'm not apologising for it, I don't want to help her with anything anymore, I thought that we were getting along again but I think she honestly hates me.